Although I was not involved in Friday's cell little discussion, I learnt alot from it. I reflected on myself and realised that I have been putting him before God. And that is perhaps why I can only see the negative things and not God's hand in the relationship. If only I had truly committed every part of this relationship to God, I might have been a happier person.

Like what Royston said, give God my entire heart and leave a small corner for him only.

No more caring about what he is doing. No more crying over his insensitivity. No more waiting by the phone every single night. No more sacrificing my sleep just waiting for him to call. No more all about him. Because it's all about Him.

Turn your eyes upon Jesus