I'm actually facing writer's block tonight. I have tons to say but I am afraid to tell of my story.

I have this known insecurity. I know what has caused this insecurity but I have no idea whether he wants to take it away. I've never doubted his love but I doubt in how much he cherishes and treasures me. Should I change my name to EOS 20D or should I engage in the same interests as you do?

No, I am still me after all.

I feel so insecure.

On a brighter note, a big hug to my dearest GYL people, especially Chrislyn. You may not know it but your presence is enough to make me smile. I'm feeling better, thank you. Without you guys to 'pei' me, I would not have known what funny thoughts will run in my mind. I find it hard to accept that a friend I've known for less than one month cares more about me than him.

If you love me, don't mention anything to me. Allow me to be the Joycelyn you know me to be. If you love me, don't mention anything to him. Allow me to be the strong and determined girl before him. If you love me enough, don't say a thing. Just be there.