Some things just do not go away. They may get hidden or remain inactive for a certain period of time but they do not go away.

I do not feel any bitterness. If there's anyone to blame, it's myself. I feel myself struggling to crawl out of the pit but just as when I thought I'm reaching the top, I fall all over again.

I still remember how it feels. It's not so easy for anyone to forget how useless she can be as compared to everyone else. Do not tell me the consolation truths that I tell others. I know them but they do not know me.

You stand in the crowd and see the entire world pass you by. You long for your hands to be busy but you realise that there's nothing for you to do. Everyone is wanted; everyone is useful. Only you are left standing there on your own.

Ya sure. I know that I have to go on with life but I also know that I have to bring history's lessons along with me so that I will not stumble and fall in the same pit again. Till then, I'm still trying to get out so stop casting your stones at me.