I just can't seem to collect my thoughts at the moment. There's a traffic jam in my brain tonight.

I played piano for someone's wedding yesterday and they decorated the Tampines sanctuary with daises. Daises are such happy flowers. They smile at you, unlike roses that keep to themselves or sunflower which look retarded. I'm not exactly a flower person but they just make me happy.

You know, I'm done with being Jacob. Jacob was a champion runner. He ran from his brother, then his uncle so God crippled him to stop him from running from his own problems.
I'm done with running. I ran from Tampines to Woodlands and now, I'm trying to run away from leadership. I'm done with running but can anyone understand that fear in me? I'm not unwilling to do God's work but there's this feeling in me I don't even recognise.

There's school tomorrow and I'm off to do my tutorial.

I need You Jesus to come to my rescue