I miss DHS. Started thinking of my memorable days there after watching the news report on the introduction of the 6 years programme in DHS. I feel so proud of them. I feel so close to DHS now that I'm out of it. So funny lor... She's my alma mater and I cherish every moment I have in there. Times passes on so quickly!! I was the one pia-ing prelims and O's last year!! At this exact moment!!! And now? It's Melody's and the Sec4's turns?? When did time pass me by? How come I wasn't aware of it?

I want to go back to my DHS days but yet God has created us to press on forward and not to look back at our past achievements. But I miss the old familiar feeling. SP is great coz it's somewhere I want to go and where I believe God has called me to but there is no click. Well, actually, I felt this way with DHS at the beginning. But SP is just all studies and no life. Lessons. Lunch. More lessons. No crapping. No class bonding. No monkey-ing in class. No 4H 2003. No EDS. No exhausting drama sessions with Michael. No cute juniors for us to play with. No dumb nicknames, courtesy of Han ZiRui. No comparison of CCAs. I really miss DHS and its people. Can't wait to return on National Day but I have school till 5pm this Friday. Sighz....

I need prayer. I'm getting afraid of sleeping. I get breathless as it gets later. All these hard-to-sleep nights are finally taking their toil on me. I'm like a walking zombie at the beginning of the day. I'm afraid of the night. I just seem to take forever to get to sleep. Something's that is a gift from God has become one of my fears. Lord, I pray You grant me Your peace and lead me to Your eternal rest.